Wednesday, October 19

Running at Night

Running at night feels like
A windy midsummer’s night dream
Feels like my sneakers disappeared
Somewhere in the obscurity
Feels like lullabies caressing my ear
Feels like stubby dotted fur of deer
Brushing up to my cheek
Feels like everything rinsing clear
Except for the residue of dirt on my knee
Feels like these feet are two blind seers
Feels like a little more than weird
More like my personal discovery.

From A Manga Lover

I remember the sun sprawled on my back
Five year old cheeks stained tan with leisure
I hovered on the straight shoots of grass
Reading, legs dangling in the air,
Honey and Clover, Fruits Basket, Azumanga Daioh,
From noon to dinner to bedtime
Caressing the warmth radiated out from their
Liquid eyes, bubbling with stories.
When it’s turns sad, when the girl weeps and
The boy would sigh and walk off with his fingers
Still holding on to her photo,
It is still a beautiful scene, without pain,
Because at the end, there will always be
Interlocked  hands, embraces, and everlasting hope.
I remember the first day of Spring Vacation
Reporters on CNN spoke with voices too loud, too fast
My senses went numb, no feelings, no life
No reaction to the sound waves from the TV
All the newspapers boldly announced that
The earthquake moved you 3 inches to the west,
Well wait ‘til they hear it moved my heart
Six years to the past
To Death Note, Naruto, Pokemon,
Inspecting every last word, every single corner of
Every black and white page, flipping unconsciously
My mind lost in another world --
And when it’s sad, when the hero’s sister gets brutally killed by
The villain, and there is this silence gnawing
Through me, creepy and lurking,
It is such a powerful scene, without doubt,
Because a voice knows the hero will break free, it chants
Don’t give up, keep pushing on!
And I am only a manga lover,
Spending my days dreaming of nothing and everything
You have always meant something to me
As the creator of this eternal universe to which I survive upon
Every manga book is a cell in my blood, together
They made me understand that when it’s sad,
When darkness won’t stop gouging into your soul
The apocalypse seems to have arrived, you cannot see the sun --
It is still beautiful and powerful,
Because it’s only a chapter in your story, waiting for a happy ending,
So don’t stop, Japan, keep writing.

Sunday, October 2

The Candle


Fragrance of
Dust and Paris and his
Cologne masculin,
Mostly of
The cologne, fresh muskiness
More than four years.
I never touched it, and told my visitors it was
   juste une chandelle
From a relative, not useful anymore
But when I sit alone
Attempting to write stuttering chips of poetry
On yellowed paper
It starts to haunt me, subtly, as I can never get it
Out of the corner of
My eye, and memories sing from its
Thin rope until I am all
Tears and regret.
He is making a
Living in America,
Land of Gold, so I wonder if he remembers
That one cloudy afternoon
When he chased me into
A pebbled street near the
Eiffel tower, when he
Handed me the waxy farewell gift --